Spirits were waking me up at 3 a.m. every night wondering if I could help them.
After the experience with Frank I went through a lot of sleepless nights. Little did I know I was about to take a wild ride full of lessons and some interesting encounters. I was having dreams of spirits coming to communicate to me about how they died and if I could help them. I dreamt about a man that was taking over the left side of my body and he died of a heart attack. He wanted me to deliver a message to his wife. The next night I had a dream about a lady that died of food poisoning and no one knew the truth, she wanted my help.
In my dream her spirit went through the back of my body and I collapsed to my knees.
During these dreams I would wake up at 3 a.m. and I could feel the presence of someone standing beside my bed. These spirits would move through my body and I was like oh heck no this is not happening! It was like after I opened myself up to talk to Frank, I had turned on my “open for business” sign.
So this is how scared I became…when I would wash my face before bed I was scared to close my eyes to splash the water on my face. I was scared that when I opened my eyes I would see a spirit. I slept with the TV on for most nights. My husband was working away from home so I didn’t have his comfort during this time. My dog Larry didn’t make things easier as he would follow spirits with his eyes and turn his head like someone was talking to him. I was living on edge like a spirit was going to jump out and scare the crap out of me.
I reached out to my mentor Andrea and explained to her what was happening. HELP ME, I was desperate for a good nights sleep! I learned to close these “doors” in my crown (the energy centre above your head where spirits communicate with you). I also learned to call in the Hindu goddess Kali for protection.
I was finally able to get some shut eye. But the real shift happened after clearing a past life where I was a gypsy woman who could trance communicate. I would let spirits take over my body for entertainment. This is a story for another time.
Looking back on this time, I wouldn’t change it. The strength and boundaries I have learned have helped me out today. I learned how important boundaries are with the spirit world. I have strong boundaries that spirits do not enter my bedroom while I am sleeping. From time to time there are spirits who sneak in but I am no longer freaked out by their presence. I explain to them that if I can help I will, but they need to return during the day time as the office is closed.
Remember, we are the humans in a body, we have the power to transmute anything that comes our way. We don’t give ourselves enough credit for how powerful we truly are!